Mr Chambers by Tammy Bench

Author:Tammy Bench [Bench, Tammy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781517525248
Published: 2016-02-21T05:00:00+00:00

9.02am

Morning baby…breathe…relax…don’t stress, please xxx

Like that was possible?

9.11am

Morning, sorry I was sleeping – or something close to it. I’m texting you now before I see my daughter and start living again in my real world.

Last night was amazing. I forgot I was once the girl that had you all the time – she was lucky. I’m so glad you never changed and even if this is all we have I never want to wish it different. xxxxx

She read the message again, sent it and then deleted the conversation. She wouldn’t change it now but when this was over she wouldn’t even have his words to comfort her. She would be broken and in pain, secretly licking her wounds and pretending to the rest of the world that she was still the same woman.

And this would end, how could it not? Maybe last night had been the end? Did knowing that make it easier to put the two men in different boxes? Tom was here and for whatever reason she’d had to re-live him. She loved him the same as she ever had, but he was a fantasy. Her husband and family had the bigger stake in her life, so she would just have to accept that and deal with the sadness that she was dealt.

She thought about her old journal. She never did get a replacement. She wanted to write down everything that had happened so far, but she knew she never could.

This is what infidelity felt like. It was like being as free as she could imagine, but at the same time in a prison built by your own hands. From which there was no early release or parole because unless you confess your crimes, the blood would always stain your hands and sleeping with one eye open would become normal.

She felt the weight of deceit heavy upon her shoulders as she glanced at her phone.

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